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The Off Spring- Kristy are you doing OK?

i sweat The Off Spring, kinda always have. This song is the flicker to their flame and idk i kinda have a thign for it. YES, i have a crush on a song.

song of the day

Macy Gray- I try

so yes, i just took it back a few to many years but i can honestly tell you, the first time i heard this song i was walking down my block and i head it blasting from some ghetto guys car. i stopped to have a listen and i heard some totally new and awesome. hooked ever since =]

You're not sayin anything we haven't heard before

so I'm not sure why, but I'm a god dam sucker for a person with good lines, guy or girl its fuckin weird. despite the fact that i can almost always predict a line droppers next line, its a total turn on to hear them. in my sick little mind i play games with the lines they're about to drop, making ultimatums in my mind about which ever line they choose. something that really knocks my socks off is when i set someone up for what seems like a creative line, and they say something utterly new and impressive. truth be told, life is just about dropping the right lines at the right time and i love to play along.

Gibby, out.

I smell sex and Candy

Who's that loungin' in my chair? Well, as if I all ready don't suck at picking guys, why not pick one that's un pickable? I like a challenge and a scandal at that matter. to be perfectly blunt, Ivegot no idea what I'm getting myself into. But im not looking for much and neither is he, so why not call it a day? I'm going into this waste of time with the pre-disposition that it will, and should fail. I shall also continue to make sure that feelings are not gained. Ive never so clearly been aware that i was being played, so why am i so intrigued by the very idea? perhaps myunbearable attraction to unOrthodox trouble or maybe its just attraction. either way this should be a terrible mind fuck and I'm not wearing any protection. I've never been one for tradition and to be honest i don't think i ever will b. so why cant a girl have some untraditional fun? sadly i see no problem in this nor will i feel guilt, if hes willing, then he was never hers in the first place, right? maybe, maybe not? but for now my sweet, i just wanna have fun. maybe the only problem here is my guiltless mind? but who feels guilty about not feeling guilty, i haven't done anything wrong yet, but i will. best part is, ill be guiltless and loving it. when the fuck did i turn into me? so empty space that i write too, hear and answer me, would you play the game or forfeit? ha, like i said, i like a challenge but i love a good scandal.

yeah Mama this surely is a dream.

on another note, i fully believe that Sex and Candy is one of the greatest songs ever written and possibly the freakiest hot video ever, i mean there's no girl or hot guy but that's one hell of a provocative spider and i totally dig it. mind warped. the video cantbe embedded cause its gay but here's a link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sas46_cjWdk

Song of the day

Against Me!- Don't Loose Touch

So, this is my favorite band of all time. i remember the first time i heard their music, i was easily 11 or 12 and i was like "wow" and honestly taken over my silence. This song is one of their less meaningful ones, but still a great one. Against Me! is an anarcho band from Gainsville Florida, their lead singer Tom Gable is a pretty awesome dude. Ive met the band about five times due to my obsessive stalker powers and ability to track them down, and get back stage. one time Tom Gable remembered my name, pretty sweet. The thing is, when i listen to their music, i sit there and say "shit your right" or "damn i miss -insert random name here-" their songs make you think, its great. the lyrics are always over flowing with 5 different meanings and the music is amazing. I go ape shit for their acoustic stuff, madly in love. all in all Against me! was the first GOOD band i ever really liked, shortly after hearing Wagon Wheel (an acoustic of theirs) i was hooked and on a path to obsession that i could never turn back from. Ive benn listening to them for like 6 years now, and Ive never gotten bored of one song. hey if you want an all around good band, then check out Against Me!, great music, cool band and Amish beards, now Love, what more could you ask for?

song of the day

This Providence, My Beautiful Rescue

Tramper.

Today I remembered something i had long forgotten about. I remembered the first time i ventured outside of America, I didn't go such a great distance, only Mexico but still. That very moment of my life had forever changed me. I stepped out of the plane to a crowded hot muggy airport filled with tourist from god knows where, ready to have the time of their life in the Beautifully commercial Cancun. Even though Ive visited Cancun several times, it is a very deceptive place. Cancun Mexico, my first venture outside of America, would be the place that fueled a life of ambition and desire. I was 6 years old, and i knew that i wanted to see the world. I didn't know that i would shortly become obsessed with maps and time zones, but what i had known was that i had found passion for something for the first time. since that short journey to Mexico all those years ago had triggered a deep curiosity to see the world. i wanted to venture to Europe at that very moment and stand on history. America is an amazing place if you look close enough, but it is not the place for me. So i keep my list close to my heart and slowly check off the places i must see, i aspire to touch the hearts of every country, an American girl, tramping the world chasing her dreams, the same dreams that she has had since she was 6 years old. see beyond the boarders of America, there is a world, so wonderful and mysterious that i cannot help but crave and desire to solve its mysteries and feel their complexity. i want to breath the air of every country, sing the songs of every nation and love the culture of every world. Hello World, its nice to finally meet you.

Gibby, out

TRASHED

for the first time in my life, i have witnessed someone so drunk that they made me feel sober after downing a good ol bottle of Bourbon. let me set the scene: finding an excuse to drink excessively on a Tuesday isn't that hard when your us. My friends mom doesn't come home from work till around 8, so these assholes get a fuck load of brew and start drinking at 4 pm. the scene is set. well well i arrive at 6pm, which to me is still way to early to start drinking but hey what ever works right? i can honestly tell you i didn't except to walk into a shit show, it was too darn early. let me tell you one thing, when i mean shit show is an understatement i mean UNDER STATED. i walk in to my best friend shitty drunk telling me how she was making out with her ex boy toy and he said he had to puke. a piss drunk black kid in a sweater vest, and little punkster skipping and handing out compliments like its her job, pretty cool. see i think, alright kids throwing up what ever. when its time for us to leave he cant walk, cant talk and we cant get him down the stairs. HE IS TRASHED and apparently drank more then enough to be. see its not the puking part that i found absurd its the list of comments that came out of his mouth through out the rest of the night. ill give you a few of my personal favorites:

-"i had a backpack, wheres my back pack?" (it was on his back)

-"can you be my friend and put my hood on?"

-"please, i need a hug! please!"

-countless obnoxious moans and groans

-"I'm eastern European i can drink it" apparently not.

-"why cant my fingers feel me?" idk kid mine cant either

the list goes on and on but the important thing is, he spent 5 hours puking his ass off and we wanted to continue the party so we legit carried him around the whole night! troopppersss, right i know. the best part of the whole story is this, he decided to take the train home, and like the good friends we are we let him cause heck, our party wasn't over for the night. he fell asleep on the N and woke up in queens a few hours later.

BAM served mother fucker, guess you wont be drinking like an eastern European champ any time soon? nay?

well who cares id like to watch that shit show again.

Gibby, out.

Game Time?

As much as I am well aware that no one other then me cares about NYC high school soccer here's a story about how I became a hermit.

Remember remember the Fifth of November, yeah ill never forget it. Senior year, play off game, should be a breeze, i mean after all, we've never not made it to the championship. We're a grass team, we can play on turf, but grass is our turf. considering we're seated second in the league we should have gotten to play on our home grass. NONONO little UpTown bitches get us on turf. what ever we can take em'. and the game goes on and on were up 1 nothing entering the second half, bam goal for the prissy missys, fuck. what ever zero zero right? Yellow card on gibby, get off the feild. wowza? off on a yellow GET REAL! the games getting dirty, and no one but us are getting the calls. fowl on top and bam they're up by one. wtfff i wanna play. soo my team is furious i get back in the game my coach makes an ol switch a roo. we are fired three minutes on the clock. nothing. one minute nothing. 30 seconds, i swipe it from the middle run it down send it to my forward BAMMM were tied. what now? over time come on we're pumped. effin yuppies wont play. in the and they make us play two ten minute half is of over time two days later. bull shit i know, never in my soccer glee life have i ever heard of such bull. they make us play on some random Field in the city, half my team is MIA due to traffic and such. walking on the field all mixed up, 20 seconds and they score. the rest of the game is bull shit, the get the ball and kick it as far out of bounds as they can to run the small amount of time we have. I chased the ball more just to get it and throw it in then i did trying to score. and hey, call it what you want but i call it pussy! play us like champs if that what you wanna be. beat us like champs cause bitch until you do, were still the champs. Kearney on three ONE TWO THREE,,,KEARNEY<3>

GIBBY, out

Welcome.

So I've always thought blogging was pretty lame. Then again most of the things I do are lame. Lame in fact, is a lame word. All right ill shut up on that note. Anyway, hey, hello, this is awkward nay? I'm an awkward person, its not intentional. I was born with this terrible power to not understand when i make things awkward, YES! I call it a power because, lets be serious, God made me a damn oblivion to human emotion. It works though, well I think it does. To give you a brief intro to who/what I am:

-fuck it you'll figure it out.

Gibby Out.