Tuesday, November 13, 2012

When Jenny let go:

She stood there and listened
she took those words feircly
she took them seriously
she stood tall for a minute
trying to unleash her confidence
but with the words that she spoke her spirits soon broke:

"Bitch, I want this to burn you
I want your skin to melt as my words seep into you

I am not here to please you, I am here to cease you.

to inform your worthless mind of the disease that is you,
to enlighten your shell of how it should be broken.
to remind you of the slump excuse for skin that is you.

hahaha

what's eating you?

Or better yet,
What are you eating?"

She said:
"step away from the food you shouldnt be eating it
you cant survive without it
but youre not living with it."

she asked:

"Did you hear that sounds?
The pathetic sound of you being you?"

And then she laughed with that cold laugh that said " you need me, but I do not need you"

And in that moment she had had enough.

she turned from the mirror and one last time promised herself that she was indeed

good enough.

she laughed and snarled and thought
"it's good that you don't need me because I am way more beautiful then you ever allowed me to believe myself to be"

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