1 Year:

I was born not knowing and have had only a little time to change that here and there.
Richard P. Feynman
Dwell on that;

One year ago on this day I was going to a funeral for a friend, that in my eyes can never die. So I guess I was just attending a gathering in honor of the life he lived on this planet. He was always too much for our world anyway, so I guess he had to go. And where ever he did go, I know it is wonderful. One year ago, not exactly on this day I was a train wreck of a human lost on my own crossroads in my young mind of confusion. A year ago I didn't think I would ever know what to do with myself. I'm not saying i know exactly now, but I have a pretty decent idea. The value of finally stabilizing my mind is much more important to me then being the wild fun person that most people know me as. Truth is, it's more fun to be in control of my reckless self. Not saying I'm always in control, hell, I barley ever am, but that's more then i could of said a year ago.
&If you read this, I love you, honestly.