Change is near:

I love summer, I really do. But I hate change. I hate those feelings of uncertainty when you're about to close a door and open another one. I hate not knowing if I'm gonna keep knowing you. I hate not knowing what the summer holds, I wonder who my friends will be a year from now. I wonder if this summer will change me. What if I do change? Will I still care to miss you, all of you? Or will we all just grow up and out of who we are. Are we growing into the people we're becoming or growing out of the people we are? I'd like to know, but I don't. I dont know anything, as usual. But what I do know is that for what its worth, I'm enjoying the ride. I really love life I just hate not knowing where it's taking me.